Sunday, March 3, 2013

The Hell with Zytiga lets talk INK



OK, like I mentioned I’ve gotten my new Tatt.  I thank all of you who emailed and voted but I had to redesign.  For more than three decades I’ve known my totem is the crow.  Minutes before I had the ink applied to my fore arm by Doug Auld I redesigned and he embellished as the artist that he is.  I added a crow. Doug added the art.


So what’s the big deal about a tattoo to someone fighting the Effing Evil Empire?  Permanent ink on your body is powerful.  How many of you are wishing you didn’t have a heart and Judith or Georges dog Jethro tattooed to your bicep.  Powerful stuff marking your body is.


If you are a radiation patient such as me you have lots of tattoos.  Certainly not works of art but they mark you as a cancer patient.  Ink your body and it defines you in that time and gives you strength in that time.  I recently was inked for strength.



Anyone that has read this blog knows I call our disease the Evil Empire and when I’m really angry I go beyond PG13 and say Fucking Evil Empire.  Someone more PC than I came up with Effing Evil Empire for my cancer and all others.  Nerd mathematical me thought “Oh wow that’s E³”  I know I know...Nerd


Then, as I'm a firm believer in symbolism I decided to incorporate E³ and my totem onto my right arm where they [medical], as my wife calls it, “shit” they pump into my right arm.


I will tell you this now.  Whatever God you believe in…do it.  If you believe in a little fuzzy bunny…do it.  Whatever.  I know that the minute I had this Tatt put on, one I’d been thinking about for months, it rocked me.  I can feel it. I was mentally empowered. The Tatt will help me visualize how to defeat this cowardly disease.


The point.  Grab onto what you believe.  Doesn’t have to be a Tatt.  Doesn’t have to be a Bible.  It could be a cool rock you picked up at the river [I have one of those too], a piece of shell from the beach JUST grab and believe.


Just grab and believe.


Talk to you later.




3 comments:

  1. A true badge of courage brother. Love it! Cheers...

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  2. I got myself a tat as well, to celebrate my quitting smoking (as the tat I could have had to celebrate my never starting smoking was no longer available), and you're right - it is empowering.

    Get as many tats as you need to beat this effer (yes, even those of the bunny variety) - we're here with you all the way.

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  3. It's been over a year since you had your last treatment of Provenge. If possible could you write about the advantages/disadvantages of this groundbreaking immunotherapy procedure and how you are currently doing?

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